If life were fair, Jam Gallahue would still beat home in New Jersey with her sweet Britishboyfriend, Reeve Maxfield. She d be watchingold comedy sketches with him. She d be kissinghim in the library stacks. She certainly wouldn t be at The WoodenBarn, a therapeutic boarding school in ruralVermont, living with a weird roommate, andsigned up for an exclusive, mysterious classcalled Special Topics in English. But life isn t fair, and Reeve Maxfield is dead. Until a journal-writing assignment leads Jamto Belzhar, where the untainted past is restored, and Jam can feel Reeve s arms aroundher once again. But there are hidden truths onJam s path to reclaim her loss. From" New York Times" bestselling author MegWolitzer comes a breathtaking and surprisingstory about first love, deep sorrow, and thepower of acceptance."