John had just suffered the worst night and following day of his entire adult life. He was hoping this would never happen again and he'd be able to move on, but it didn't work out like that, not once Lorraine came into his life. They thought they were in love and would spend the rest of their lives together but excessive binge drinking was only one of the reasons that it couldn't go on. The fear of betrayal and accusations finally proved too much to bear. This is a sexually explicit account of a pornographic, and sometimes violent, relationship. Centred around two people who meet on an adult website out of boredom and began to connect emotionally through their erotic emails. It's all about the emotional dynamics and doesn't hold back on the explicit description of sex between two adults searching for adult company and pleasure. The author tells it like it is; no holds barred.