When Trish's son Dan takes his life her own life begins to crumble as she looks for answers in the bottom of a wine bottle. Finding none she summons up the strength to do things differently. She reconnects with Dan's dad and forms a new relationship with him. But can past love offer a future love? The book follows Trish's process of grief and delves in the other family members and friends lives and how Dan's suicide has affected them. Their stories build up a picture of Dan, the reasons behind his choice and the profound affect it has on his family