"Girl. That's how I felt with you, small, tender and hunted in your gaze, cradled in the swallow of your jaw and the froth of your limbs handling me and wielding me below you, just how you wanted to. " - from Road Trip The Nectar Of Surrender is a collection of queer erotica short stories from a queer gaze by kinky femme Jezebel Jett. The pitting longing for pleasure combined with the embodied way we can surrender to it at the heart of these stories. Jett centers daddy/girl, butch/femme, and trans/non-binary power exchanges, elevating dynamics that are underrepresented in erotica. Her work explores and subverts her own religious conditioning of her youth that stifled eros, sacred sexuality, and the untamed spirit of sensual cravings. Ultimately, readers go on a journey where the triumphant force of unapologetic curiosity can make desire centric, trust intrinsic, and pleasure palpable in our bodies. Her fearlessness in presenting her own uneven journey, entwining fantasy with lived experiences in kink, lands loud for anyone that has experienced otherness and shame. This collection includes stories such as "Dark Like A Dahlia", "Knife In Your Gaze", "Unbaptism", and "Break Me Past My Promise". These stories include advanced BDSM practices and descriptions. Content warnings are included in the beginning of the book.