We all go through things in life that will forever affect us one way or another. We just do not think about how they affect others. We blame the ones we love for what we have endured and ultimately end up doing the same things to the people we love. This book is about being exposed to and abuse as a child, blaming the ones we love for what we have endured, and ultimately allowing or doing the same things to the people we love. As I relive the pain all over with in the pages of this book, I now realize it took an entire lifetime to understand the reasons why my loved ones did what they did. A Lifetime to realize it was not done maliciously. It was just The Family's Cycle of Life. One that needed to be broken. We all have one. We do what we have been taught even when we don't want to. We look back and if we are fortunate, we can adjust our lives accordingly and be able to stay afloat without drowning. This is a story about my family cycle of Life.