From a bereft and lonely childhood, abandoned by her mother's death at age 12, battling a restrictive father, an abusive brother, a crisis of faith, depression and despair, Elisabeth-Anne rose up, took that leap of faith, persevered and set out on her own. In this moving memoir, she outlines her search for self- acceptance and self- esteem through many lovers, several countries and an abundance of spiritual studies in order to find real meaning in her life. She eventually learned that listening to her higher self and to Spirit could bring her peace. Love, Elisabeth-Anne ultimately found, is always an inside job.