This book is a candid look into the world I created for myself growing up. It was a world of hurt, abuse, hatred, drugs, violence, and sex. Writing this book was very therapeutic for me as I confronted myself, and I hope it will be a spine-chilling experience for those who read it. In these pages, I share the knowledge that Jesus healed me and set me totally free, and it is my passion and dream that these words could help you experience that same freedom in your own life.