Most of my life was justified by the traumatic events of my childhood. The Amount of countless lessons I have learned from my experiences all played apart in my development. Throughout the years there's one event that stood above the rest and sparked change. From the very beginning of the book I mentioned my father. It was his actions that lead to my separation. Divided within myself, I fought a war losing battle after battle. With every loss there I was unknowingly gaining through some sort of universal law. Every failure was a stepping stone towards my success. So in my memory is a stock pill of knowledge stored up for future purposes. As I think back to the days when I was young life was a lot different, in my youth my life was heavily misunderstood. Now as an adult, 39 years of age, I would say every event that took place in my life I am thankful. Because the man that I have become would of never been possible had it not been for those events. what I do regret is the decisions that automated my system. And programed me to think opposite to the root of my own nature. Affected by emotions, unbalanced feelings and the lack of proper parental guidance. How can an adolescence youth mature into or abide by our so called community standards? Or how they even focus to capitalise on his or her own potential. While under going such critical situations. Should I even go as far as to mention that we are not as the same. Something that should be noted while growing up. In rapping up I will great fully thank each an every one of you for reading this book.