My Beating Teenage Heart

My Beating Teenage Heart

by C. K. Kelly Martin

Publication Date: 30/07/2017


Ashlyn Baptiste is falling. One moment she was nothing--—no memories, no self—--and then suddenly, she's plummeting through a sea of stars. Is she in a coma? She doesn't remember dying, and she has no memories of the life she left behind. All she knows is that she's trapped in a consciousness without a body and she's spending every moment watching a stranger.

Breckon Cody's on the edge. He's being ripped apart by grief so intense it literally hurts to breathe. On the surface, Breckon is trying to hold it together for his family and his girlfriend, but underneath he's barely hanging on.

Even though she didn't know him in life, Ashlyn sees Breckon's pain, and she's determined to find a way help him. As her own distressing memories emerge from the darkness, she struggles to communicate with the boy who can't see her, but whose life is suddenly intertwined with hers. In alternating voices of the main characters, My Beating Teenage Heart paints a devastatingly vivid picture of both the heartbreak and the promise of teenage life—a life Ashlyn would do anything to recover and Breckon seems desperate to destroy.


• Shortlisted for the Canadian Library Association’s Young Adult Book Award 2012

• Shortlisted for the Stellar, British Columbia's Teen Readers' Choice Award 2012/2013

• Amazon's Best Book of the Month: Young Adult, October 2011


• Amazon's Best YA Book of the Month, October 2011 | Ashlyn Baptise doesn’t know where she is. Now somehow without a body she still exists in consciousness, and she finds herself drawn to a stranger. Brecken Cody is out of sorts, too. Having recently lost his sister, for which he feels partly to blame, Brecken is in the throes of grief. It is hard to talk about this novel without giving away a pivotal plot point but that the way in which Martin reveals how Brecken and Ashlyn are intertwined was unexpected—and amazing. Voice really drives the novel, making it impossible not to root for both characters as they try to navigate new emotional (and in Ashlyn’s case, physical, too) experiences. In the vein Gayle Forman’s If I Stay and Jenny Downham’s Before I Die, My Beating Teenage Heart is the type of novel that will remain with you long after you’ve read the last page.

~ Omnivoracious, the Amazon Blog

• The voices of Ashlyn and Breckon will resonate long after the novel is read. Their dilemmas are real and timeless. Martin has written a teen angst novel filled with all the "big questions" of life...The book may wake the reader up to all the unrecognized beauty life has to offer. It has a strong anti-suicide twist and if it saves one depressed teen's life, the novel will have earned its place on your shelf.


• Martin’s novel looks at loss from two different, eloquently conveyed perspectives—that of the living, and that of the dead...In a beautifully mysterious opening chapter, newly deceased Ashlyn has no idea who or where—or even what—she is...Martin gradually pieces together the puzzle of how the two characters’ stories intersect and shows that, in whatever form one finds oneself, life goes on.

~ The Horn Book Magazine

• From the very start I knew I would love this book. The first page is so unique and mysterious that I had to read on. Once I started, it was hard to stop...Four-and-a-half stars out of five.

~ The National Post

• The novel looks at friendships, relationships and love and their role in assisting us when we are most distraught and lack the strength to help ourselves. Martin pokes and prods at the wounds left by grief and helps readers feel and understand Breckon's emotions. Yet, while the book is realistic and very dark in places, the overwhelming sense as one closes the cover is positive...What a wonderful novel! Highly Recommended.

~ CM Magazine: Canadian Review of Materials, **** /4 Highly recommended

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