The Sufi Paradox: The Finite Knowing The Infinite

This book could be called a textbook for a mystery school curriculum, distilled from decades of practice, study, mistakes, and grace. It's not the final word: it's an invitation to step into the current of living knowledge within yourself.

This book is both a manual for seekers and a love letter to the path itself: a path that has walked beside me longer than I can remember, and one I now offer to you.

I didn't write this book as a scholar sitting behind a desk. I wrote this book as a seeker, someone who has struggled, questioned, doubted, and longed for certainty. Every teaching offered here has passed through the filter of my own lived experience: gathered not only from books and teachers, but by heartbreak and healing, by hunger and wonder, by the long nights of prayer and the quiet moments no one sees.

The Sufi path isn't about escape: it's about engagement. It's about what happens when your heart breaks open enough to let the Infinite in.

I have studied with many Sufi masters, Native American Elders, mystics of many traditions, and seekers of Truth, praying in mosques, temples, churches, caves and mountain tops. In a way, this is not a book; it's a doorway, and if you are here, it is already opening.

This book is for those willing to wrestle with the contradictions of existence, to question, to seek, to experience. It's for those who have felt the pull of something greater but do not yet have the words for it. For those who have stood at the edge of reason and faith, longing for the truth beyond dogma. For those who are ready: not just to read about the Divine, but to encounter the Divine.

This path is not for the faint of heart. It will strip you bare, break you open, and demand that you love with a Love greater than yourself. But in that annihilation, you will discover the One you have been seeking all along.