It took me four years of waking up each day, knowing I had to complete this book. God wouldnt let up on me until it was finished. So many days of feeling like a big, dark, gloomy cloud was hovering over my head. Guilt set in when I would think of everything under the sun to do instead of putting my thoughts on paper. Jim said to me just a few weeks before this book was submitted, Kay, do you realize that SAD is the reason you havent finished your book? And he was right.